My Deepest Fear..

           Hmm.. Let see what is my deepest fear. I think my deepest fear is when I will be lonely and no body around me. I mean by that all my friends and family left me and no one care about me. :[..!

The Best of Paki Food..

           If I have my own Resturant, I would like to name it "Best Of Paki Food". I named this resturant because I believe that their is not alot of culture food in town. People always like to eat the same kind of food over and over and then they get tired of the food taste. I think it would be great idea to introduce my culture food in Modren enviorment. I would like open this resturant in New York City beacuse there are alot of Indian, Pakistani, and all the other culture they would love to try something new. For example if it doesn't work out alot of people don't like to eat. My resturant will still be good beacuse pakistani would like to eat speice food. My resturant would be big and double story beauce i would divide my resturant in two different styles. One where u can sit down tradional style on the floor and other would be on table with chairs. I would hire all different kind of race who enjoy making pakistani food. I will serve all kind of spiece and non spiece traditional food. I will hopefully make all the customer happy make them come back to eat my food.

Dinosaur in your Back yard..

           It was a saturday morning. I was very deep sleeping and i don't what happen. My parents were out of town that weekend for our aunts wedding in Chicago. Suddenly my brother and sister came to wake me up around 6:30 am. If you know me very well, then you know i don't get up easily. My sister start yelling at me so i can get up so we can all run out side of the house. I was like its night and let me sleep till 2 in the afternoon. My sister "sidra" said wake up because their is a big giant thing in our back yard and i m like go to sleep it's probably a bird that you see every day. she start crying, and in a mean while my brother "saad" brought a cold water bucket and threw at me. I got up and start fighting with him. He slaped me and said their is a Dinosaur in our back yard. I was like Saad don't be dumb, Dinosaur's are dead like 10000 years ago or soo. He showed me and first thing I did, I scream hard and start running out side the house like crazy guy.

The Dinner..

           If i have to cook for my family any food. i wish that all the family show up and they will have good time. I would love to make my Culture food ( Chawal, Routie, Daal, Palaq, and Sallan) Rice, bread, soup, and spiece food. I choose this food beacuse I believe it will bring all the memorable time and the taste of the food and bring us back together for while. There is espical recipes for all this beacuse we don't cook in regular trays. The trays are made out of the soil and its give us more taste of it. In order to make this delicious food, I need to get all the different vegetable and spicy and take one by one and chop it down in small pecies. After doing that you mix all together put in tray and put the tray on fire. I also have to make a sause the "chatni or rahita" it's different kid of dressing on food. Its sounds really easy and to eat but it actually take long time to prepare all these food. I would love to make it any time for my family.

Brave..

           One time I was Brave??.. I can think of couple things. One of my most Brave thing was I stood up and speak for my self and went against my parent. I choose that beacuse I believe in my culture kids doesn't raised like that. We always respect elders and learn from them, but their was no time i disagree with my parents or elder. One time they told me to do something and it was really important and I didn't felt like doing it. I thought that is enough..! I have my own right and things to do and I speak up for my self and i let them know who i feel.

Hundred Dollars

           If i had hundred dollars, and the problem is i can't keep it. I would wish to give to the person' who is in really need. I can only thing of the only one person who can spend this hundred dollars on right things, and that would be my self. I believe that i need it more then any one else beacuse first of all their are alot of people and it's really hard for me to decide it. I will buy alot of food with hundred dollar bill and add some more money from my pocket and feed homeless people. I feel by feeding the homeless people, Leting them know that their are people who care about them.

Do You Remember..

Do you Remember..??
Do you Remember when we first time meet.
Do you Remember the looks on your face.
Do you Remember the first kiss.
Do you Remember when you broken my heart.
Do you Remember?? Do you??
Its been a long time we see each other.
I think about you all the time.
I havent ate for few days.
I been waiting for you all night.
Do you care?
I loved you with all my heart.
I sacrificed my life for you.
I always agreed with you.
I remember the journey; we had together.
Do you Remember??

Free Write

           This journal is based on all the truth, lies and secret of my world. If you want to know me better you just need to read this journal. In this journal i have the experience of the things that help become who i am today. Today i will share with you one of my secret, its about the girl that i had a crush on. I would not mention her name or any kind a hint toward her. Every one have a crush on some one in high school, there was a girl i saw at my high school she was very Gorgeous. when ever i see her, my heart always "click" i don't know, if that suppose to mean anything. I always had a certain feeling about her and the feeling was positive. I was too shy to make any move to impress her or talk to her. As the time goes on i never had guts to tell her that how much, I like her and i wanna be with her. From that day on to now i never said any thing and she moved on with some other guy. I believe there is no perfect ending but i regret it and i still wish that it could be different ending, if i would have expressed my feeling to her. I just have to wait for right person.

Free Write

            In this dream I was a father of three kids, i was a poor farmer live in a small village called Death Valley far away from a city. I lived with my family, in my family my three son Mike, Albert, and George and my lovely wife Lilly. I am hard working farmer and i love my family. I grew up in Death Valley, and i belong from a a poor family, i had no chance of becoming educated. I really wanted to become a better person in life. One day there were some tourist came to our small village and their i saw Lilly first time my beautiful wife. she was very gorgeous and Intelligent. I spoke to her about my wish to become a educated person and she promise me to teach. I was poor guy but my heart was clean with full of love every one and i realize that Lilly have a same nature as me. she doesn't care about her fathers wealth, she wanted to live a happy life with some one who is caring and loving. My story was getting interesting suddenly my mom woke me up for Job. Its 8:30 and you have to go to work.

           The first thing i want in the morning to wake up and lay down on my bed for while. After open my eyes i check my cell phone for any messages or calls. If i have any messages or call i will reply them and get ready to go for Exercise. i feel really good in the morning to do exercise, after burning all my calories. I come home from exercise and i really would like to take a warm shower, I wish i had a jacuzzi it world make my morning much better. After taking shower and dress up, I am ready for a long day.